Desire Lines

I have terrible mood swings that drifts in and out for two weeks in a month and when it does I become totally frantic or a complete depressive. I also have difficulty in saying what I really want to or conveying emotions sometimes mostly for fear of rejection or being looked at like a freak or sounding stupid and if you're (un)lucky it comes snowballing into incomprehensible words woven into a maze and most of the time it sounds even more stupid than stupid. It's either that or I am so straightforward to the point that it is no longer believable as I will say things with such apathy. Unless you are a very close friend or someone that has been with me for years and we've gone through hell and back this will most likely happen.


And happening. 

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